The First Feel!

How does it feel? I have seen it in the movies. I have
read about it in the books. But I have no idea how it
feels. Naah. I am not talking about love. Love is
something that every person has a experience on. Most
of it is one sided though. But the experience remains
the same. Nothing can be so special about love because
its what everyone does. Pick anyone and ask them about
love. He will give you a lecture on that. Of his past
ones .. current ones.. true ones.. puppy
ones..successful ones.. untold ones.. broken ones..
the classification goes on. To add to all this misery
every guy who has been in love has a feel that his
story is unique and needs to be told to this world. I
have even met a guy who wanted to make a movie out of
their love story or give the story to some famous
director. How could this ever be possible. With over a
7 billion people in this world can there be something
called "unique" that too in something that does not
even exist in reality. Whats the probability of that.
Its almost null. I really wonder how that guy even
passed his tenth standard exams.I am talking about
something more than that.

The kiss. You need not be attractive to fall in love.
You need not be smart to fall in love. In fact you
have got to be nuts in a way. But for your first kiss
that too from a stranger you got to be attractive. You
got to be smart. For this reason now I have started
considering the people with a feel of a kiss to be
more successful than those who just create an illusion
of love. Love is not real. Its an illusion. Where as
kiss is something real. You have the proof of it if
the girl was wearing a lipstick. Let me tell you why..

I was standing there in the dark. I was too tired
after a week of never ending exams. It was the night
of the last exam and I had decided to party. Got
dressed up well and went to a pub. Had 3 beers. Next
destination was a dance floor. Could hardly move. I
was tired and exhausted. I dint remember when I had
slept well last. Sleep is something that I wud never
compromise that too for exams. She was standing there
looking at me and she started walking towards me. Not
sure if she was walking straight coz she was all
drunk. She could not balance herself and fell on my
giving a hug. Now I could not balance myself. She
lifted her head and looked into my eyes and whispered
in my ears. "your mush is so nice.." I had never smelt
a ladies perfume so close. Its so different that when
it is in the bottle. I thought that was the end of it
but destiny was different. She placed her lips on my
cheeks. And thats the last thing I remember. It was
like a discharge. It was like an awakening from
darkness to light.

Ah.. All this happened in seconds but still. Worth
writing a blog on. I had lost all the effect of my 3
beers. But it was worth the loss. I started dancing
again. All energy and all young. Not because the exams
were over. Cheers!!

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